sleepy….today not in good mood….
Tired with something is dont like but no choice…hhhh…
Brought a watch SGD250++…BIRTHDAY GIFT for important ppl….
Hope he will like it cause so far still cant catch the taste yet….
My birthday coming soon…this year wht suprise will i get…dont know yet….sure my mum will remember one…cant wait to receive her call soon….
Anyway…Merry christmas and Happy Birthday to me… <:>
Now nearly 2400hrs, i still in front of my laptop updated my friendster…
Recently very tired and tired…..today knock off fm work @ 7pm.
Yesterday knock off @ 9pm….really tired. But seem like still a lot of things yet to settle.
Finally…my dear uncle leave…very scare and sad too….:<
Holding my tear very hard dont let it down….seem like do it very well as never fell down on farewell dinner….but it finally down when reach home…. (:<)
Can think that it might a new journey which on my own way to learn…to handle problem and settle it… I will try my best to do it well but scare too….
Seem like a lot of problem in front for me to cross it….and must cross it welll…..Hahaha….
Hope that i can survey in this war and win it beautiful….
Hi…alls….pls pray for me, give me courage and good luck for me too….(:>)
Miss you uncle and miss my brother also…
Yesterday brought two new albums - Jay & Fish Leong…. think that prefer Fish Leong more then Jay if compare both.Hahaha…first time didnt bias on Jay.. 
Finnaly got ppl tender…. feel our future a bit grey….cant see the future road which should we choose….
Got ppl doing a lot to protect the seat but it seem make us getting more blur….we dont know the direction now…and it seem ppl also dont know which direction should go…… Haiz…>:<
One word on my head now…fan….
Haiz….is junction again….need to make decision again….sian.
Anyway, one word is Chinese…will have road when through it….which will make us feel more easy and better…
Sad song will have sad mood….now is sad song (Track 9 - By Fish Loeng).
Or…because…not feeling well this few days….it seem even in dreaming also not at good sign.
Next month is Christmas…planning send card and photo to my mum…should plan for this…which can get away from sadnesss….
Ya….starting planning what gift for my mum…overseas courier….
Just finish shower and sit in front my laptop now….
My causin wedding…busy …busy …and busy …. even tired and not enough eat also…but still very happy…!!!
after back to work…found that really earthquake….
Got ppl on the post nearly fired…got ppl pending resign for new post.
where are our future…dont know…but know that we still have a seat on that….so no need to worry abt that.
Problem…how the seat will going on..??? Who know???
Mum keep chase me for the visa….me keep chase for pass…cnee keep chase on me….and i keep chase on cnee also…funny world…funny rules on this world also…
Anyway..hope that all will on the right way…which i totally put a lot of effort on that….
Yes…yeah..gang ba teh!!!
Friday night…stay at home update my blog…
Recently company got earthquake…dont know is good for us or not??? but if the boss is blind…then consider is not good for us ord.
Any four more days will back hometown for my causin wedding…am i will relax for it….actually a bit no….worry of my work…
hope that all is smooth until me back…hahaha….hope my client will cooperate with my colleague…
Yesterday received courier services from my mum…but seem like dont have my interest things….:)
nevermind….it time for me to grow up ….to get thing at my own….
Thingking for tomorrow planning….should go where???
hahaha…seem like nobody can join me….thinking go for hiking…but got thing need to settle…
miss hiking…really hope that can back soon.
Today is Hari Raya Eve….most of my colleague gone ord…back home celebrate they Hari Raya.
A bit unbalance in my life recently and work too…really tired and dont know whether still can manage to smooth the things….
it seem like getting more and more work to do….and make me tired…very very tired.
Waiting for Holiday…a long long holiday which cant run away from job also….Hahaha….the first time i feel that myself is very important.
Anyway, will having long holiday next next week and hope i can enjoy it.
Received call from my mum yesterday…sweet and she really love me much!!!
Touching…i think i am the luckily one who become my mum daughter….she really love me much and always think for me too.
but i know she scare too…scare i will repeat the same mistake that she make….that why keep naging me…HAHAHA…
Anyway…should happy also…cause know that she love me much:)
Emmmm….say good bye to my rock climbing….will miss you much!!! mucks 
Yesterday brought a-mei album-Star…will love it?…dont know…Hahaha…:)
Tired…and not only body…heart too…
Will i be more happy if leave all here…miss my mum…it it fly to her will make me more happy….just need someone who can give me hug that i miss it only…
Feel like wasting time …really miss my mum…just want to a place which i can show my weak and enjoy only…know that if i with her…sure she will take all my fear and tear also….cause a big big tree there…
Watch 2 movies recently…jackie and jay…both also start with "J".
A sweet story between Jay and funny inside jackie…i love which?
both also not….why? is i didnt enjoy and pay attention inside…not too..is i really tired to enjoy it…..tired make me cant enjoy it….
Where my seoul now??? where the girl now…?
Girl is here but seoul is gone…..
Opps……difficult for me to choose ord…
It seem like they keep forcing closer and closer….ya….>>>>
Non-stop crazy things here….why cant just let me have a break!!!
i am nearly crazy zone now…and cant afford anymore
Very difficult to stay here ord and need to fight back…yeah …correct…this is just a small and a bit hard journey for my life.
i need to positive thinking abt this and look forward for my future…
really need to a silent break for my future…HEHE….
Hope me can take it easily…@@@
finally the day still come….how am i continue to stay here after you leave….////
Where is my future? difficult for me to search for it and tired also….
I hate be here but no choice…look for this type of people will make me become crazy….
where got people always think only she is the right and others all worng…really cant stay with this type of people….
Today not i good mood….
